no more drama on your dash anon :~)
tumblr used to be my outlet now it’s just like wow everyone hates me anon hate anon hate anon hate wow have you always felt that way about me anon hate and then some more anon hate.
you guys can thank austin for talking me into not deleting my tumblr the other night.
I came back here tonight because I missed everyone, now I know why I left. Whatever. Thanks for the tip, bye.
Everyone, please pray for my best friend, no scratch that, my big brother, Austin. He’s going through a lot right now, a whole lot of shit that he doesn’t deserve to be. And if you’re not religious or anything, please keep him in your thoughts or whatever. Please, this is all I ask of you. Thank you.
Have you ever listened to one song, and you don’t even expect it, but all these memories just start flooding into your head? Just of one single person. Like, you start to remember what that person’s voice sounded like, even after years without it. Or you remember the worst parts of your relationship with them, or the best parts. You start to remember when they left, what you went through, what it caused. You start to remember everything that used to remind you of them, but you just forgot over time. You start to remember everything, and it just floods into your head so fast, it gives you a headache. And you don’t know why, but you put that song on repeat. Because you just don’t want those memories to go away again. No matter how much pain they’re causing you, you just want to feel something. You don’t want to forget again, so you just keep putting yourself through the pain that it takes to remember. Have you ever had that happen to you?